Beautiful Disaster (Beautiful #1)
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THIS BOOK WAS FREAKING AMAZING....BREATHTAKING!!!! COULDNT PUT DOWN!!!!!!δεν ξερω νομιζω πως οτι κ να πω δεν ειναι σρκετο για να το περιγραψω...
ΤΟ ΛΑΤΡΕΨΑ! δεν βαρεθηκα δευτερολεπτο!
με κρατησε απο την πρωτη μεχρι την τελευταια σελιδα
ενα βιβλιο γεματο διαλογους κ συναισθηματα...
ενα βιβλιο για 2 ανθρωπους με δαιμονες που βρηκαν γαληνη ο ενας στον αλλο
τιποτα δεν ηταν ροδινο ουτε ευκολο
λατρεψα τα παντα απο την ημερα την γνωριμιας τους μεχρι το τελος ειδες την εξελιξη μιας σχεσης
τα συναισθηματα δυο ανθρωπων τοσο διαφορετικων αλλα συναμα τοσο ιδιων
ενιωσες μαζι τους την ανασφαλεια, την αγαπη, το μισος, το παθος, τον ερωτα, τη κτητικοτητα, τη ζηλια, τους τσακωμους, την συγχωρεση, τους συμβιβασμους....
η πιο ομορφη ιστορια αγαπης
I can’t figure you out. You’re the first girl that’s ever been disgusted with me before sex. You don’t get all flustered when you talk to me, and you don’t try to get my attention
I don’t know why you put up with me, and I don’t know what I’d do if you didn’t.”
It’s not that I’m not attracted to you, I just think you’re better than that.”I can’t think of a single guy I know that’s good enough for you.”
I’ve been drinking, all right? Your skin was three inches from my face, and you’re beautiful, and you smell fucking awesome when you sweat. I kissed you! I’m sorry! Get over yourself!”
“I don’t know what’s going on with you and Travis, but I know that he’s going to do something stupid to piss you off. It’s a tic he has. He doesn’t get close with anyone very often, and for whatever reason he’s let you in. But you have to overlook his demons. It’s the only way he’ll know.”
“Know what?” I asked,
“If you’ll climb over the wall,”
I don’t know why you put up with me, and I don’t know what I’d do if you didn’t.”
Why on earth would you want me to stay with you, anyway?” I asked.
“I don’t know. Everything’s better when you’re around.
I know you didn’t. And I know it doesn’t matter what I say now, because I fucked things up…just like I always do.”
“I meant what I said before. You need to walk away, Pidge. God knows I can’t walk away from you.”
I watch you sleeping a lot. You always look so peaceful. I don’t have that kind of quiet. I have all this anger and rage boiling inside of me—except when I watch you sleep.
Who would have thought from the first time we met that we’d be sitting here? You couldn’t have told me three months ago that I’d be this miserable over saying goodbye to a girl.”
I know we’re fucked up, all right? I’m impulsive, and hot-tempered, and you get under my skin like no one else. You act like you hate me one minute, and then you need me the next. I never get anything right, and I don’t deserve you…but I fucking love you, Abby. I love you more than I’ve loved anyone or anything, ever. When you’re around, I don’t need booze, or money, or the fighting, or the one-night stands…all I need is you. You’re all I think about. You’re all I dream about. You’re all I want.”
I know you deserve better than me. You think I don’t know that? But if there was any woman made for me…it’s you. I’ll do whatever I have to do, Pidge. Do you hear me? I’ll do anything.”
I will. I’ve never wanted a girlfriend before, Pigeon. I’m not used to feeling this way about someone…about anyone. If you’ll be patient with me, I swear I’ll get it figured out.”
Why me, Trav?”
I had a thing for you since the night of that first fight.”
“What?”
“It’s true. You in that cardigan with blood all over you? You looked absolutely ridiculous,” he chuckled.
“Thanks.”
His smiled faded. “It was when you looked up at me. That was the moment. You had this wide-eyed, innocent look…no pretenses. You didn’t look at me like I was Travis Maddox,” he said, rolling his eyes at his own words, “you looked at me like I was…I don’t know, a person I guess.”
“News flash, Trav. You are a person.”
He brushed my bangs from my face. “No, before you came, Shepley was the only one that treated me like anyone else. You didn’t get all awkward, or flirt, or run your fingers through your hair. You saw me.”
“I was a complete bitch to you, Travis.”
He kissed my neck. “That’s what sealed the deal.”
“So you wanted to be here with me. I think I just fell in love with you all over again.”
Mr. Maddox, think you could tone it down until after class?
“I don’t think so, Dr. Chaney. Have you gotten a good look at my girl?”
“You know why I want you? I didn’t know I was lost until you found me. I didn’t know what alone was until the first night I spent without you in my bed. You’re the one thing I’ve got right. You’re what I’ve been waiting for, Pigeon
I’m done, Travis.”
He winced. “Don’t say that.”
“It’s over. Go home.”
His eyebrows pulled in. “You’re my home.”
I’ve got less than twenty-four hours with you, Pidge. I’m gonna kiss you. I’m gonna kiss you a lot today. All day. Every chance I get. If you want me to stop, just say the word, but until you do, I’m going make every second of my last day with you count.”
I can’t win with you. I can’t win with you! You say you’re done…I’m fucking miserable over here! I had to break my phone into a million pieces to keep from calling you every minute of the damn day—I’ve had to play it off like everything is just fine at school so you can be happy…and you’re fucking mad at me? You broke my fuckin’heart
A toast!” he yelled. To douchebags!” he said, gesturing to Brad. “And to girls that break your heart,” And to the absolute fucking horror of losing your best friend because you were stupid enough to fall in love with her.”
That was for you! I was afraid I’d lose you if I didn’t pretend to be okay with being friends. I could have been with you this whole time? What the fuck, Pigeon?”
You’re sorry? I damn near drank myself to death, I could barely get out of bed, I shattered my phone into a million pieces on New Year’s Eve to keep from calling you…and you’re sorry?”
I didn’t know you before. When you’re not there, I can’t concentrate. I’m wondering where you are, what you’re doing…if you’re there and I can see you, I can focus. I know it’s crazy, but that’s how it is.”
I don’t get scared very often,” he said finally. “I was scared the first morning I woke up and you weren’t here. I was scared when you left me after Vegas. I was scared when I thought I was going to have to tell my dad that Trent had died in that building. But when I saw you across the flames in that basement…I was terrified. I made it to the door, was a few feet from the exit, and I couldn’t leave.”
“I’ve never been so clear about anything in my life. I turned around, made my way to that room you were in, and there you were. Nothing else mattered. I didn’t even know if we would make it out or not, I just wanted to be where you were, whatever that meant. The only thing I’m afraid of is a life without you, Pigeon.”
The moment. When I watch you sleeping…that peace on your face? This is it. I haven’t had it since before my mom died, but I can feel it again.” He took another deep breath and pulled me closer. “I knew the second I met you that there was something about you I needed. Turns out it wasn’t something about you at all. It was just you.”
im not your anything
yoy are my everything
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